i have no idea why, i suddenly feel so much like blogging. watching 'Tang Xin Feng Bao' 's disc.
seeing how alfred regrets losing ChangZaiXin, reminds me alot, alot of our past.
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i rmb, i used t b those lil'streets typical lian school girl. who after school jus slack around w friends, smoking, 'shopping' & not going home till mid-night. whose full of vuglar& rough actions. until i met you, you told me you doesnt like that, you like ladyee. you told me dun b so rough. & til then, i decided t changed fr you. i did it. like now, ima no longer that young typical lian girl. i no longer sit roughly, speak vuglar, no longer goes home mid-night unless at your house or w you. i no longer hangs out w friends. my life seems t jus turns round you. like how th earth turns round th sun. (: i used t love make-ups, love dressing-up. but now, i had become so lazy. i can go out w/o make ups, i no longer loved t take photo so much compare t th past. our pictures become lesses. ima thinking sometimes, if you were not t choose me, not willing t overcome those problems t b w me, what will we b like? if you were still hanging around w those fools, w your EXss, what will your life b? ruin or better? you said, being w me were your best choice, your life turns so much better& you were a better man. ima glad i could do so much. but i hope its true, you says youused t be flickle-minded but now, you're thiongxim t me. SLATTERY.G! i guess not many people will be. thanks mydear. thanks fr all.
you said: ima not like th past, i should make-up more, this& that. but th past, you said you loved me no matter what, i know you still do. but as time pass. guys get boreds, i understand. i changed different types of fashion, everytime different, sometimes a bit sexay, sometimes decent, sometimes casual. all for you. did you realise? dear, its all fr you. so will you stop complaining& starts t apperciate th things i did& th changes i made?
you know? ima really v. happy t hear you say this today.
you said: i wont find other girls one. you're already prefect. want gentle, you got. want pretty, you got. want caring, you got. want body, ok luh(joking tone). want thoughtful, you got. all got, fr what go find other girls?'
actually what i wanna tell you is.. dear, iloveyou& words can describe it. lasttime, i used t think. will i regret th desicion i made months ago& compass point inter? BUT everytime, th answer is no. i wont. i choose you& i know, i never will regret but.. sometimes, you attitude worn me out. everytime you promised t changed, you did. but always, its a lil by lil. i know life is not a fairytale story that keeps on going sweetly, it will b rollarcoaster but at least, can you let me stay at th top? you will, do you? you said you doteon me more than anything, uou did almost everything fr me but will you carry on doing so till we grow old& die? you said, ima your last lady, ima th best lady. ima contented t b your longest already. 1year2months14days. its really not a short period, i didnt know we coud go this far. let us treasure it alrights? with so much love in myheart fr you. i never felt this way, i treasure like never. i hope you tooie.
realise its th longest post i has post so far this month but i jus wanna tell you,
ILOVEYOU& its more than words. trust me! hugs*